If you could see inside my soul
see inside my heart
you would know how I long for you
whenever we're apart
If you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how I cherish you
how much you mean to me
In all the ways you comfort me
the way you hold me near
the way you know just what to do
to chase away my fear
The sparkle in your beautiful eyes
your smile, laugh, your touch
are just a few of many reasons
I love you oh so much
Knowing I can talk to you
about any and everything
and knowing together we will get
through whatever life may bring
I could search the whole world over
and this I know is true
I would never find another love
like the love I found with you
Though with each new day,each sunrise
we can't know what's in store
there is one thing I know for sure
each day I love you more
So if you could see inside my head
if thoughts were things to see
you would know how blessed I feel
to have you here with me.
Written and owned by Jay Scott -
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Day before yesterday -- thinking cap on .
It was a day just like any other day . Same routine but something was not right . Something was amiss . I did not realize what . Something happened at night, some thoughts came to my mind . I tried my best to put myself to sleep but in vain .
Things were running through my mind at a breath taking speed . Something that has always troubled me was back again. This time with full force . I wonder why the thought of losing someone troubles me all the time .
Giving it a thought , I realize that you are scared of losing someone when you love them , when you care for them . Now the question comes up as what love has to do with it . There lies the crux of the problem -LOVE .
What is this stupid feeling ? Or is it just the wonderful effect of n number of chemicals running across our bodies . No one knows . This thing called love makes you want to do things , makes you feel good . It brings out the best in you . It spins you around . A person becomes a complete nut if he or she in the clutches of this wonderful disease . No one understands what it is but I think it is a beautiful feeling. Something that makes life worth living . Every person experiences it some time in his life .
Some are lucky in love , others are not . Those who are not are the ones who see the flip side of this lovely emotion . Something so beautiful can cause so much pain one cannot imagine .
It can create havoc in life . It causes extreme pain , a type of pain which one can not describe , one feels helpless and heartbroken . You are lost completely . You lose the power of thinking . You feel confused , angry , defeated as if the whole world has come to and end . It feels like a dark tunnel with no light at the other end . You feel as if there is no trust in the world and life is not worth living .
But , there is a choice one can make even if one is completely lost .
Choices being : first to fight it out , and be strong enough to defeat your defeat and come out as a winner even though one is not and be happy.
Second to succumb to the helplessness and live life in complete darkness .
It is this choice that decides your faith , that creates a difference between living life to the fullest or living for the sake of living .
Though the pain never goes , it stays there in some corner of the wounded heart , the heart which is broken , with all the pieces taped up , yet the fight goes on ……….the fight to live again , to smile again , to be happy again and to love again .
Things were running through my mind at a breath taking speed . Something that has always troubled me was back again. This time with full force . I wonder why the thought of losing someone troubles me all the time .
Giving it a thought , I realize that you are scared of losing someone when you love them , when you care for them . Now the question comes up as what love has to do with it . There lies the crux of the problem -LOVE .
What is this stupid feeling ? Or is it just the wonderful effect of n number of chemicals running across our bodies . No one knows . This thing called love makes you want to do things , makes you feel good . It brings out the best in you . It spins you around . A person becomes a complete nut if he or she in the clutches of this wonderful disease . No one understands what it is but I think it is a beautiful feeling. Something that makes life worth living . Every person experiences it some time in his life .
Some are lucky in love , others are not . Those who are not are the ones who see the flip side of this lovely emotion . Something so beautiful can cause so much pain one cannot imagine .
It can create havoc in life . It causes extreme pain , a type of pain which one can not describe , one feels helpless and heartbroken . You are lost completely . You lose the power of thinking . You feel confused , angry , defeated as if the whole world has come to and end . It feels like a dark tunnel with no light at the other end . You feel as if there is no trust in the world and life is not worth living .
But , there is a choice one can make even if one is completely lost .
Choices being : first to fight it out , and be strong enough to defeat your defeat and come out as a winner even though one is not and be happy.
Second to succumb to the helplessness and live life in complete darkness .
It is this choice that decides your faith , that creates a difference between living life to the fullest or living for the sake of living .
Though the pain never goes , it stays there in some corner of the wounded heart , the heart which is broken , with all the pieces taped up , yet the fight goes on ……….the fight to live again , to smile again , to be happy again and to love again .
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Life
I sit and sometimes wonder what exactly Life is , but all I understand is that it is something complicated. It seems to be a combination of trials , tribulations , aspirations , ambitions , highs , lows , pain , sorrow , happiness and satisfaction where we have a right to choose but the choice is not exactly ours .
All the threads are there with someone else and we are just puppets who go on living , feeling, loving ,winning , losing , smiling and crying . We go through the same things in Life from the time we open our eyes to the time we close them , yet for all individuals these feelings or rather I should say experiences are completely new.
Strange puppets we are, we have a heart to feel and a mind to think . We think , we desire , we choose but do we always get what we want , there lies the irony , the irony called Life .
Some of us our lucky and do get what we want . Others are not so lucky but Life has surprises in store for everyone , it takes away something and gives u something else . We just need to understand the value of what we have . That’s the most difficult thing to do . Letting go and accepting something else . But once you let go you are free , free as a bird , you feel great and see everything differently , you accept change , the newness in Life and you are truly happy . Then again you want something else and the cycle continues . This goes on till the end comes . This is the vicious circle of Life , the Life we all live , but this is something that drives us ,takes us higher , makes us stronger , changes us so that we can be better persons tomorrow .
All the threads are there with someone else and we are just puppets who go on living , feeling, loving ,winning , losing , smiling and crying . We go through the same things in Life from the time we open our eyes to the time we close them , yet for all individuals these feelings or rather I should say experiences are completely new.
Strange puppets we are, we have a heart to feel and a mind to think . We think , we desire , we choose but do we always get what we want , there lies the irony , the irony called Life .
Some of us our lucky and do get what we want . Others are not so lucky but Life has surprises in store for everyone , it takes away something and gives u something else . We just need to understand the value of what we have . That’s the most difficult thing to do . Letting go and accepting something else . But once you let go you are free , free as a bird , you feel great and see everything differently , you accept change , the newness in Life and you are truly happy . Then again you want something else and the cycle continues . This goes on till the end comes . This is the vicious circle of Life , the Life we all live , but this is something that drives us ,takes us higher , makes us stronger , changes us so that we can be better persons tomorrow .
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